my retrospect; looking back at the past...

Friday, September 25, 2009

study,stUDY,STUDY...

Next week Friday is my early paper the is English,the following week would be all the written paper,so fast and i've yet to start revising,im now addicted to my computer as i can't seem to pull myself away from it apart from wanting to sleep...So all time wasted and revision is like a foreign word to me...I open book,5 mins later i feel very sleepy so i go sleep,den there goes my books and revision..I tink the only time i can study is in sch,somebody really have to put me in an isolated room with nothing in it just me and my books so i got no distraction or watsoever...Just now had my oral and i was really nervous as i've never been taught by Mrs Raj,so ried my best to read the passage as formal and english as i can...Like an english men...Chey...Till here only...PICTURES!!!!

my retrospect; 10:50 PM

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Belated Hari Raya News

Hey,re-aliving my blog now after being abundant for awhile...Hari Raya was gerek(best) woke up on the first day at 9 am coz i thot it was 10am,dumb sey me...So i watch malay channel and watch the kids show,so cute sey...Den 10+ bath and got ready, the day before very busy coz alot of cleaning and the cute part was finding my dad a matching baju kurung becoz he dunno wat to wear so since this year our colour is LIGHT PINK AND WHITE, picked dad a white baju and we put all our baju kurung side by side,thats when i felt the hari raya mood,thats like one of my family's moments.. So after we all got ready den it was the sad part which is asking for forgiveness from both my parents,cried a bit coz i need to maintain if not later make-up all ruin,so after dat headed to the 1st house tat is my aunts hse at sembawang because my grandma is staying over there and furthermore we have a family photo-taking,some sort like potrait...cool sey first time get a proper photo of my family taken by a professional photographer,wwoooohhhoooo....Spend hours there coz of some tecnical difficulties, so had to rush over to my other grandma hse at Tampines but luckily my mum get to borrow my cousin's car so this year got car to travel ard...For 2 days only..So after grandma hse at Tampines when to Uncles hse and many more..Approximately 7 houses in one day, thanks to the car if not only 3 houses...Reached home at 1+am,so worned out...The next day when out again to my uncles hse in the west side so after all that is done when home at 6+pm coz next day sch....Overall very fun....Coming weekends going out again as per normal...

On Wednesday went jalan raya wif Wany,Tinie,Zaim,Herni,Afiq,Herni's lit sis,Dahlia,Syai and syahrul...After sch went home straight then meet up at Tinie's hse that is the first hse,then later after all meet already except for Dahlia,Syai and Syahrul,when my hse next block only...Afetr dat to Dahlia's house then met Syai and Syahrul,went Wany's hse,followed by Zaim's,Jo's,Herni's and Syai's the last house...By then it was almost 11 pm,when home and so tired to had a quick shower and lights off till next morning..

now for the pictures not much as this year my family took a video instead of photos, so when the video is edited and ready i'll post it...The outing with frens also no pics as we use Tinie's camera so have to wait until she give me the pics..

my retrospect; 10:39 PM

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Wednesday, September 16, 2009

Typical singaporean

Today very shocking news,my big bro got into an accident,more of a hit and run,haiz.. But im glad he's fine and not badly injured...But whoever who hit him must be very stupid and kanchiong,i tink tats how its spelt,btw the least the driver could do is stop and help my brother who was like thrown away and nearly hit by the car behind...God bless he's ok..Had to go home early to pick up my lit bro from sch becoz he got no hse key and my mum is at the hospital with my brother so ask permission to leave sch at 12.50pm, ok la but seriously when my mum told me my bro was at the hospital,i totally when blank and couldnt think straight,my mind was like jumbled up...Tmr i got test and i just finish studying my maths but still alot more to revise on,and also got humanities test and i totally need to study and memorize everything coz i dun wan to get bad grades again... thats all for today... Tink im gonna bake cookie now to destress myself...

my retrospect; 1:39 AM

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Tuesday, September 15, 2009

pics

love this..

my retrospect; 9:44 PM

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Monday, September 14, 2009

Im back after a long blogbreak..So gonna start from holidays..Its was mostly B-O-R-I-N-G bcoz i still need to wake up early morning to go to sch for extra classes but nvm i went for all except one chem class,that one i lazy to go..But the classes did help me sumhow on my understanding of some stuffs that i was clueless about... Really wanted an A MAths class bcoz i needed all the help i can get for that subject...OH YA my RESULTS, I improve all except humanities,haiz...I drop from A1 to C5,horrible sey me...But im proud of the other subjects,overall i got 1 A1, 4 B3,1 C5 and 1 C6,ok la tu...C6 is A maths but im still proud of it becoz i improve from F9 to C6,wwwoooohhhoooo....But mum scolded me on my humanities that was one of my fave subject...Haiz....A1 is of coz ART,duhh... Ok enuff abt the results..noz move on to outing wif Farah,Tinie and Nina on Thursday,10 September...Break Fast wif them at Banquet@Causeway point,it was pretty much our ucky day as we got a table as soon as we enter the banquet...So aft eating,Mamat a.k.a Farah's bf came and we sit awhile den walk ard causeway then camwhore at the toilet awhile,after that when walk2 ard bazaar...Later farah when home and me,Tinie and Nina stayed awhile and we camwhored again,so funny la tat outing and it was also my first ever outing wif NINA,wwoohhooo....Chey Nina da maju sey...Later when home and found out my dad bought a new cupboard... Friday stayed home and decided to design sumting for my bedroom wall that i find really empty and plain so designed sumting and painted it on Sunday morning,so just wait and see la to whoever want to see it... Den dad wanted me to do the same thing at the wall in the living room but different design so designed again and he drawed it on the wall free hand and i painted it,and time check at that time was 12 midnight and finished the whole painting at 2+ am was exhausted of coz and so slept for only 4 hrs coz needed to wake up for Sahur...After dat decided to paint the drawing i design at my bedroom so painted it and the design was much complicated than the living room one so spend from 6am to 1pm painting it and wif only 4 hrs of sleep it was a torture for me as i couldnt sleep after dat as i got religious class and theres exam on that day,whoa....Got a Headache there and felt like fainting after finishing my papers ask teacher whether i could go home early but he say cannot,wat sey and i had to sit there doing nothing for 1 hr full and it was so cold inside the class,god knows wats the air con's temp. when home and still had to continue finishing the last touch-up.. The next day got sch and luckily i finished most of my homeworks on Saturday,so ok la...But still got alot more to finish but couldnt find the urge to do it so by luck la at sch...First day of sch that is today was really dry and i couldnt stop snoozing off as and when i could coz i was still tired from that 2 days sleepless marathon,haiz...and to add in,my leg muscles was hurting like damn when i woke up in the morning,couldnt walk properly so later i put oilment and i was better but still hurts when i was walking to sch juz now and also in class but i had to juz forget abt it...Friday gonna bake cookies and dats the last day and the only day i have left as HARI RAYA is on SUNDAY,like THIS SUNDAY LA SEY...Cant wait but i havent buy my shoe yet so how to raya sey,barefoot or wat...hahahha...JOKES.First day of sch i like a really check for me that i only got 2 1/2 weeks more to study before EOY,whoa...that's so fast and how many more months i'll be sec 4 and busy preparing for O level,whoa....dats more of a reality check....hahahahha.....btw tmr got art and i didnt do a single thing during hols,didnt even look at my art...Thats how ignorant i am and no time or mood to do...thats all for now...Now my blog is flooding...hahahha...

Dont mind the brightness or darkness of the pics coz i lazy to edit so its all raw and wat you see is wat you get...hahaha...Oh ya tmr is my second bro's birthday,so HAPPY ADVANCE BIRTHDAY ABG SYAHRUL,hehehe...When you hear the siren thats when he's born,how cute... :)

my retrospect; 9:44 PM

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Thursday, September 3, 2009

Early holiday updates..

My holiday is all filled..Got classes on Monday,Wednesday and Tuesday...Also need to start revising coz EOY is near and i also using this holiday to bake my all time fave cookie that i always bake for hari raya that is chocolate chip cookie but this time i got a new recipe that my aunt gave to me,cant wait to try it out,so many to do with so little time...Tmr last day of term 3 so that means i'll be getting my report book back,i wonder if i improve or deprove,hmm... Lately always no mood, coz im so stress up abt studies that i cant stop thinking abt it, alot of subjects to buck up...Parents also nowadays always bombared me,haiz...I need my peaceful night back to pause my life awhile...But im juz too tired to stay till late nite... Saturday go aunt hse at Tampines to break fast there,haiz...Religious class on sunday,haiyo exam la and i have yet to open the book to revise,Stress la oi....Too many stuffs to study my mind so cramped up ...Mother tongue juz now had letter writing test,cant think and my minds was like everywhere and i swear i was gonna faint coz i suddenly felt the words were moving and my mind like flying off somewhere im not sure where... Got alot of homework also...Can be said a small stack of it like [ ] this like (measure la with ur fingers...) Havent add with revisions,haiz....i really wish i could sleep 1 whole day so i can really rest my mind...Cannot absent myself from school coz mom wouldnt let me even if im sick coz i once when sch even when im sick....

NOTE TO PEOPLE OUT THERE:

-If i not that active during sch dun ask why coz it really bugs me when ppl ask me that question, dunno why but it irritates me...Coz im already in no mood..

-If i drift apart from frens its becoz i always do that when exams are near coz this stress up feeling make me wanna spend time alone more than aniting.And yes every time i do this some ppl will say that im not there when they need me,well ask urself if u are there when i need u the most???

-If u dun wan ppl to treat u bad by talking behind ur back then u urself should stop doing that to other ppl coz reality will eventually catch up wif u...if dun like ppl to talk back behind u and believe wateva he/she hears then i got one thing to say to you and that is u are doing the same thing to ppl and no wonder ppl talk bad abt u...Jus becoz that person lie and it wasnt even to u la,kalau tipu besar takper stakat benda kecik je and u wan to hate that person well reality check again, u did the same thing that the person u're hating is doing now but did i hate u and distance myself from u?? Wake up from ure la la land and start thinking reality la...Dun be childish... I tegur u once but did u listen??I think not...You're just full of words but no actions...(wateva la whoever reading this jangan terasa if u do then its you la....)Good uck aje la in ure life...

THIS IS WAT MY LIFE IS ABOUT NOW

my retrospect; 6:36 PM

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